I noticed that my anxiety levels are rising. In the next week or so, I may be making a decision for an opportunity. And, it will represent the culmination of my first major Quest since deciding to answer the Call: To be all I can be.
I must say that I’m dismayed to be feeling this high level of anxiety. I’m talking about the “wake up at 2 am and not be able to sleep for a couple hours” level of anxiety. The kind of anxiety that drains the important creative energy I thrive on, and which gives me strength, hope and drive.
I feel a bit of a coward on this grand quest. I’ve spent so much time being positive, facing my fears and moving forward these past couple of months. But, this week has been difficult for me. Hopefully, it’s just a phase of growth, and that’s what I’m telling myself rightly or wrongly.
I know what I must do: trust that I’m “on track” and that this too, shall pass.
That’s my goal for tomorrow. Get a decent night’s sleep, and then be brave, take positive action, and know that these fears are part of my process.