I’ve been on this Myth Quest for almost 3 months now.
So, how’s it going?
That’s a fair question and one I’ve given thought to today.
It’s safe to say that the most significant contribution penning this blog has made in my life is that it has kept me accountable – to you and to myself.
The accountability factor is more mental than it is physical. It’s not about ensuring I write every day. I enjoy writing, which is a great outcome I’ve gleaned from this blogging process. A nice bonus!
No, the accountability is related to ensuring I keep to my mission: to answer the Call.
Even when I try to deny the Call out of fear or doubt, I cannot now escape knowing it’s there in front of me. Calling to me, so to speak.
My biggest fear right now is that I’ll settle – for less – of myself and in my decisions the Call is asking me to make.
You see, the Call is not concerned with success or failure. It doesn’t care if you risk everything in order to answer the Call’s siren song. That’s my fear; that’s the doubt!
What I’ve learned is the Call is a little like Pandora’s Box. Once opened, I can’t put it back in again.
It’s always there, it’s real and it has high expectations of me. Can I trust enough for that to be enough?