I mentioned previously that I’m reading Joseph Campbell’s “The Hero with a Thousand Faces”. He covers the various stages of the Hero’s Quest. Stage one is Departure, and one of the elements of this stage is the hero’s refusal of the call.
I’ve often felt that part of my call – the call for many of us, I suspect – is to be all that I can be. I can’t help but think that I’ve spent a good deal of my life refusing this call. And, it has affected the nature of my adventure. I’ve lived a “smaller” life as a result.
Sometimes, I wonder if I still have what it takes to answer the call. Those thoughts come when I’m feeling low and vulnerable. I do feel ready, but still feel less courageous and sure, as I hoped I’d be.
I can only imagine that sometimes that’s all I’ll have to go on. What matters is saying: “Yes!” and figuring out the rest on the Quest.
Ok, then: “YES!”